This week I had a problem that put me in stall mode. What I mean is that I couldn’t go forward or backward until I figured out my problem.
Another time this happened to me was when I was finishing our basement. I had framed a few walls but then I got to a section that I didn’t know what to do with.
So I left it; I was stalled. I didn’t do any work on the basement for about a month. I just didn’t know how to proceed.
Finally Lily said, “That’s enough!” and she got a guy in and paid him to finish the framing.
I didn’t solve my problem, but the problem got solved.
It worked out great in that instance, but what if you can’t just turn your problem over to someone else? What if you are the only one who must solve the problem?
I ran into that this week working on my sermon. I got to a spot and realized that I wasn’t sure what the text was really saying.
I re-read the text over and over, looked at all the commentaries, and checked various translations of the Bible to get a different perspective on the text. I even listened to a guy preach a sermon on that text.
But nothing seemed to help me solve my problem. In all my research, they hinted at answering my issue but nothing I read or listened to gave a definitive answer.
It was like they all beat around the bush on the subject.
Still I couldn’t move forward on my sermon until I solved my question about the text.
I felt handcuffed, in prison, unable to free myself from my cell. It was like I was paralyzed and couldn’t move.
I couldn’t enjoy anything; my mind kept coming back to the subject. I was discouraged, filled with doubt. I was down, really down.
My wife, Lily, and I went to a hockey game to get my mind off my problem, to brighten my day.
The game was great; it was exciting. Our team won, but I still had my problem churning inside of me, not letting me escape its clutches.
I felt like Jonah in the Bible – no matter how far I ran from my trouble, I couldn’t outrun it; I couldn’t escape it.
I needed to preach something on Sunday regardless of whether or not I solved the text. That deadline only added to my tension.
What I was looking for was a definitive response to the text from a respected (by me) Bible scholar. And there wasn’t one to be found.
And that’s what froze me. I didn’t trust my interpretation. I didn’t want to risk that I might be wrong.
It’s a tough place to be in when you are unsure of yourself and are afraid of making a mistake. It’s a lonely place to be, with no hope on the horizon.
Here’s the thing: We all find ourselves in that place at one time or another. It’s a tough place to be in, but God can solve your problem if you will ask Him. Listen to His solution and then, in confidence or trepidation, follow through on His solution. For me the confidence came as I followed through.
That’s Life!
Paul
Question: What has paralyzed you in the past? How did you get unstuck? Leave your comment below.
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