This past week I enrolled in a cardiac rehab clinic. After having a heart attack in February, and wanting to get back to playing hockey this fall, I thought it would be a good idea. I want to make sure I don’t have another heart attack … well, at least be aware of all the risks and preventions associated with heart attacks and hockey.
As I talk to medical people, however, I get a little discouraged with their language. They always refer to me as having heart disease. I have a hard time with that term “disease” because it sounds like it’s something you carry with you in your body. I would much prefer to think that I had a heart attack and now I am better, thanks very much. Let’s not dwell on it, let’s not rub it in, or make me feel like I am in some weakened condition.
There was a time long ago when people who were diseased were kept away from others. In Bible times, if they did happen to get close to people, those with leprosy had to call out “unclean, unclean”. At least no one’s making me do that.
People don’t even mind me shaking their hands. From my best guess, I don’t think I’m passing on heart disease when I touch them … although my neighbour had bypass surgery about three weeks after I had my heart attack. Maybe there’s something on my street that’s catching.
Before my heat attack I used to just check the “no” boxes on medical information forms, driver’s license renewals and insurance forms. Now I have to check some “yes” boxes, and that’s a little upsetting. It’s like the disease never lets you forget and move on.
I remember years ago a friend of mine had an issue with gluten in his diet, and for a while, had to avoid eating anything with gluten in it. I called him diseased during that time. I even had a made up name for it, “glu-tone-eous disease.” I still went to lunch with him, though I did make fun of him having to eat his Big Mac without the bun. I thought it was pretty funny back then, but now that I have a disease associated with me, I’m feeling a little more sympathetic.
Probably my biggest concern with being associated with heart disease is that some people, specifically those in the medical profession, will always consider me as diseased. It’s a label I’m going to have to live with the rest of my life.
But do me a favour, don’t spread it around. I don’t want people crossing to the other side of the street when they see me coming.
Here’s the thing: We get many labels attached to us in life. Some of those labels we like, but some we don’t want to be stuck with. Sometimes we try to fight the labels placed on us and sometimes we try to hide from being associated with them. I think that being labeled “believer in Christ” can, at times, be difficult, but it is a label we should wear with pride. Christ is, after all, Creator of this amazing world, Saviour of this sinful world, and the Lord of my life. It’s a label I don’t want to shake.
Until Next Time!
Pastor Paul
Question: How do you view being labeled a “Christian” or “believer in Christ”? Leave your comment below.